Day 21: Gratefulness


 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be contented with what I have

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look at 'what I don't have' instead of being contented with what I have

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that there will always be other things to have/experience but Life is not about being sad about what I don't have but grateful for what I do have

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to be grateful for what I have

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for the trap of desires

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to make do with what I have and if I am not contented with what I have now I will not be contented whith what I have later

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the trap of always wanting more

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand it is okay to be contented with what I have

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that looking back I will like/appreciate what I am living now 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that it is easy to forget to appreciate all that I have

I forgive myself that I have not acepted and allowed myself to see that I have more than everything already

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have to always desire more instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that it is all about gratefuless for what I have

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I desire things they will manifest instead of seeing,  realizing and understanding the dissatisfaction of wanting things to be diffferent than they are make one miserable as I have to first accept what it is to be able to change it

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I have been given everything and I should be grateful

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I have what I want or desire I will be happier when this is not in fact real as now I have everything and I long for something more - thus if I am more rich I will be never have enough

I commit myself to remind myself to be grateful for every breath in every breath

I commit myself to remind myself to breath in gratefulness

I commit myself to remind myself of the effort of innumerable beings for me to experience myself here on Earth

I commit myself to be thankful for everything I have been given

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