Day 13: No Back Doors


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have back doors

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have other 'ways out' other than walk within principle no matter what

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that 'other ways' that are not Best for All are simply abuse

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I will only eat shit if I have back doors

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that standing up is an 'option'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand up for myself in every single breath

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am my own sentencer through what I do 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am not enough to stand up for myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to have a love story

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the world doesn't care about my love story

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the only love story that matters is Equality for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in love instead of seeing the true nature of love and the practicality of agreements

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to 'want' instead of taking practical steps to fulfill  what it is that I would like to experience within what is best for All

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I stand up for myself no one will do it for me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for sleeping too much

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in lazyness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I have to give to myself all that I want and makes sure I don't follow desire

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have to sleep at a designed time

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I have to sleep whenever I am tired

I commit myself to check that I don't have back doors with regards to what way I walk

I commit myself to assess what I do whithin the principle of what is Best for All

I commit myself to stop and consider what to do whenever I am being lazy

I commit myself to stop and consider what I do whenver I want to procrastinate

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