Ruben Journey to Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on myself even if temporarily I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not believe in myself I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am a failure I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project my future from my past I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that every moment is full of potential I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I create myself in every moment I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try to self-destruct I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that as long as there is breath there is opportunity I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not live the word resilience I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose faith on myself I forgive myself that I have accepted ...

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can't create value for myself and thus for All I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up creating value for myself and thus All I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put value in things like addictions instead of creating new value I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on myself in believing I can't create value I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that unless I stand up for myself and create real value I won't obviously create real value I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create myself to try to get value instead of give or create value I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can stand up for myself and start creating value in any given moment I forgive myself that I have accepted and allow...

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect a reward in what I do I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not walk as principle  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I don't need rewards  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have been conditioned to chase rewards only  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want recognition in what I do  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can do anything as principle I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel empty whenever I see I don't get a reward I expected or wanted  Intro ChatGPT section: I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek external validation and rewards for my actions. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my worth is determined by ...

As I write this line, I wanted to stop altogether. This does not mean I will stop, but breathe through it. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to avoid facing myself. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe there will be no resistance in change. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can walk through resistance with breath. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to give up when facing resistance. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that consistency is key. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being consistent in the future because I have not being consistent in the past. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that resistance is finite. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I remain. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to w...

Morpheus said in the movie 'The Matrix": "Neo, sooner or later you're going to realize just as I did, that there's a difference between knowing the path and walking the path." I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe knowing is enough I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that walking the path is needed not merely knowing the path I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe knowing something will make me walk the path I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can walk the path I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I can't walk the path I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe my own limitations I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can walk the path I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed mysel...