Day 69: Intuition

 In - tuition: Self Teaching

This morning I was waiting for the mall breakfast place to open by strolling in the mall supermarket, and it lead me to the supplements section where I intuitively picked up royal gelly, and I knew it is beneficial for many things but I simply bought it. When I got home I checked the properties of royal gelly and it turns out it is good for mucus, which I've had for some days after I was sick. 

It doesn't sound as much but also today I was cooking and I had a hunch to lower the power of the hot plate when I was doing lentils, so I did, when I got back to it all the water had evaporated and I had prevented it from burning. This are simple things that I can do that intuitively I get the cue to do but before I would not do it. Another example is I had basketball t-shirt without sleeves on and before going to the street I thought of changing it but I didn't - when I was at the street it was a bit windy for a sleveless t-shirt. Again following my intuition would have benefitted me.

What do you do? Do you follow your intuition?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust my intuition

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my 'inner voice'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can trust myself and my intuition

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear following my intuition and fucking up

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I can trust my intuition every time it is acceptable to follow it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be lazy at times and not follow my intuition in doing simple things

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that if my intuition leads me to do something simple that is acceptable I should do it and not procrastinate or deny it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe there is something separate from myself telling me what to do 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that my intuition is me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my intuition mislead me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that my awareness is wider than thinking

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to underestimate myself