Day 57: Moving On

I am moving on from pursuing a person as she is not interested, as far as I can see.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be reciprocated by S

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the possibility of not being reciprocated was always there

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am fine without S

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to support myself the same even if S is not interested 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can be satisfied with myself with having done all I could to connect with S

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I need S 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can prepare myself for the next opportunity/person

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad because S did not correspond

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have to be grateful for S so I can prepare myself for next time / person

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that not being with S doesn't mean I won't be with someone else

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that it is fine that it didn't work out with S

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I need to move myself more in my life to be more attractive both physically and economically 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that all that I wanted to do for S I have to do for myself 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can use the  motivation I had for S for myself 

I commit myself to apply for myself all the things I was going to do motivated by S

I commit myself to remind myself to breathe and be here directing myself in every breath 

I commit myself to become successful the same as I was going to do if I was with S

I commit myself to support myself wether S is in the picture or not 

I commit myself to become the best version of myself wether S is with me or not 

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