Day 56: Lip Service
I see it is not enough to say 'what I want' as a World that is Best for All, I have to walk it. I am listening to the Reptilians Interviews in EQAFE, suggest to listen with. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stop. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want the world to change, instead of changing myself. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that unless I stop I cannot possibly want the world to stop. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pay lip service to world change. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that unless I change nothing will change for me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to drive myself to the edge of my destruction instead of building myself in every breath. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to paint a pretty picture of myself, instead of facing my...